Think of Light

by Russell Louder

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released March 7, 2017

Written, recorded, played and produced by Russell Louder

(Album Art: Russell Louder)

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Russell Louder Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island

Russell Louder is a trans Performance Artist and musician based in Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island.

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Track Name: Another Day
Going on 'til the dawn
not like we did back then
I can say passing days they have not been our friends

and they're going I'm hoping
to remember when there was a reason to stay
nothing left to do
nothing to say, my love

maybe another day
you're wasting your love away

I know I spoke of better days
had yet to kick our twisted ways
I should have gone but then I stayed
and now my words are fading

and though you've made a place for me
I know it's where I shouldn't be
but it's so sad to see your face
when hope has left you waiting

maybe another day
you're wasting your love away
Track Name: Never Lost
Where did you go
when you said you'd be home
did you wander

and how does it feel
when your love isn't real
but you want her

I won't hold my breath
this hope is a warmth
I have yet to know again

and I never lost my love
until I knew that it would end this way
I know what you're thinking of
I'm too familiar to run away

and day will still rise
cause the skies they won't
wait up for you, my friend

that's why you can't face the sun
everyone knows you're haunted
broken hearted
broken hearted

and I never lost my love
until I knew that it would end this way
I know what you're thinking of
I'm too familiar to run away
Track Name: Game
Sometimes, I wonder
if we had an understanding
in the first place

But I know
I would still rush to see what would be there
in those days

every time you tell me how you're gonna go
I can't help but think I've heard it all before
but it still makes me wonder more and more

and I can feel it coming down
another game where you run away
and someone will find you

and I can feel you coming round
it's a shame that you couldn't go
and leave me behind you

doesn't matter where
still you find me there
hurts too much to look at
still I fear your stare
(did you ever wanna be my love)

Does it feel good to push and pull
do you have what you think you should
does it make your heart full

sounds like a sad way to come back
trying to undo the pain of the love that you lack
but it's not my place to say that, I know

I would still rush to see what would be there

and I can feel you coming round
it's a shame that you couldn't go
and leave me behind you

doesn't matter where
still you find me there
hurts too much to look at
still I fear your stare
Track Name: In the Morning
oh love, think of light
when you're alone
I'll look to you
(look to you, my love)
my home

oh love, think of light
when you're alone
we'll make it alright
I'll be your home

and the light will come to greet you in the morning

and the light will come
(I'll be there to greet you in the morning)
don't come undone
I'll meet you in between
(in between our windows)
(I'll still be there to greet you in the morning)