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Sometimes, I wonder
if we had an understanding
in the first place

But I know
I would still rush to see what would be there
in those days

every time you tell me how you're gonna go
I can't help but think I've heard it all before
but it still makes me wonder more and more

and I can feel it coming down
another game where you run away
and someone will find you

and I can feel you coming round
it's a shame that you couldn't go
and leave me behind you

doesn't matter where
still you find me there
hurts too much to look at
still I fear your stare
(did you ever wanna be my love)

Does it feel good to push and pull
do you have what you think you should
does it make your heart full

sounds like a sad way to come back
trying to undo the pain of the love that you lack
but it's not my place to say that, I know

I would still rush to see what would be there

and I can feel you coming round
it's a shame that you couldn't go
and leave me behind you

doesn't matter where
still you find me there
hurts too much to look at
still I fear your stare

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from Think of Light, released March 7, 2017

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Russell Louder Montreal, Québec

Russell Louder is a trans Performance Artist and musician from Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island, now based in Montreal, Québec.

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